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About Me Official Beta Tester Fantasy Artist Gemma Hall24/Female/United Kingdom Recent Activity Deviant for 7 Years
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i live?

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 12, 2009, 2:18 AM
I'm still here,
i think I've made it out alive and intact this time.
I hate depression, i hate what it does,
i hate what it takes and what it leaves you with.

Working on getting life on track, working on starting to draw again. Starting to write again.

I'm terrified, i never want to feel that low again.
I thought i passed it for good.
Not being able to even read, or think.
So relieved I'm above the water for now.

So much i need to get done.
Damn.

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  • Drinking: Coffee :heart:
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I am a doodler, daydreamer, procrastinator. I drink too much coffee, blush too much, smile lots. I am too shy and dorky, and might run away when things are too much in which ever form i do, but I'll be damned if i let anxiety or depression become solely who i am (even though a lot of the time it feels that's all i am).

Sometimes it takes a fall for you to realise that recovery is something you need to do, and need to push for. Life is worth it.
Taking it a day at a time.
All we can do.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: England
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small, UK 8-10
  • Interests: Graphic design, writing, day dreaming, and being me.
  • Favourite movie: Korean or japanese horrors. Also Girl, interrupted.
  • Favourite genre of music: pop, rock, and jpop+rock naturally xD
  • Favourite style of art: Realistic Fantasy
  • Operating System: Windows XP (Also vista.. damn it's evil)
  • MP3 player of choice: WinAmp and Media Monkey
  • Shell of choice: Aston
  • Favourite game: World of Warcraft
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC (ek only gaming platform i've played)
  • Personal Quote: "Sing to the moon, dance with the sky, and follow your heart"
  • Tools of the Trade: Open Canvas, Sai Painter, Photoshop, and Pocky.
http://www.resilentstudios.com

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:icongaianchild:
=gaianchild 2 days 17 hours ago
Thanks so much for :+fav:'ing my stamp! :hug:
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*Mental-IllnessClub 2 days 21 hours ago
Thank you for :+devwatch:ing the club :heart:
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~MelinaCreations 6 days 6 minutes ago
thank you for watching! ^_^
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Mood: dA Love *neodalion Nov 15, 2009, 5:26:35 PM
oh my god i was like so like... not serious in that journal, i never expected anything, i don't know why you gave me this but thank you so much (:love: or :(???), i promise i will never whine about anything ever again, thank you!!!
:icongemstarmew:
Mood: Affection =gemstarmew Nov 16, 2009, 6:55:22 AM
It's no problem at all =) don't worry about whining it's a good thing to vent how you feel about things. Always happy to help out an old NAFfer in need, that and how much your art has grown and changed over the years has really truly been an inspiration. Felt like you really deserved it.
hang in there =)

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:butterflytwo: It feels like i'm dreaming in a world thats wide awake :butterflytwo:
:icongemstarmew:
Mood: Adoration =gemstarmew Nov 16, 2009, 2:18:05 AM
! <3 hiya Jerx =) didn't know you were on dA

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:butterflytwo: It feels like i'm dreaming in a world thats wide awake :butterflytwo:
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*Bielegraphics Sep 10, 2009, 10:42:19 AM
Thanx for the watch hun! :D

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~fallenpoeticlover Sep 4, 2009, 7:33:23 AM
Thanks for the fav!!!

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If all is fair in love and war does that mean it's legal to shoot my partner????
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~WeAreTheLonely Sep 1, 2009, 1:49:14 PM
Thank you for the fave and the watch.

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"If they give you ruled paper, write the other way." - Juan Ramon Jimenez

"If you're going through hell, keep going." - Winston Churchill
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